The
playground slide at my elementary school was very steep
and scary to me. As a blind, six- year old, I still remember
how fearful I was about this particular slide. I will never
forget my first day at East Farms Elementary. When the bell
rang for recess, my first grade teacher Mrs. Schroeder exclaimed,
"Chanelle, come with me, there is someone I would like
you to meet." I held my teacher's arm with one hand
and used my cane with the other as we made our way across
the playground to the slide. The person that she wanted
me to meet came over and held her hand out to touch mine.
"Hi Chanelle, I am very happy to meet you." "My
name is Mrs. Angove." "Can I help you to the ladder
so that you can go down the slide?", Mrs. Angove asked
in a warm, caring voice. I was hesitant to give an answer,
but I moved toward the ladder. She showed me where to put
my hands so that I could climb up to the top of the slide.
"Give yourself a little push and I'll catch you when
you get to the bottom," she assured me. Somehow, I
felt that I could trust this person even though I had just
met her. Although I was frightened, I took a quick breath
and let myself go. My hands clutched the sides, and my legs
felt stiff in front of me. My head slightly fell back. As
I was sliding down, I could feel myself grinning. Suddenly
her hands caught me as I reached the bottom of the slide!
It really was not so bad after all. Little did I know that
this woman would have so much impact upon my life. Our relationship
began with her helping me to climb up the ladder of that
steep and scary slide.
Our first climb
up the ladder was difficult for us. At my first school,
I did not have a regular vision teacher, so I fell behind
in leaming how to read Braille. Mrs. Angove also did not
know Braille, so from the beginning it was difficult for
both of us. I am so thankful that my school district thought
it was important to hire an assistant to facilitate communication
between my teachers and I. She was to be my assistant for
the school years to come ... possibly until I graduate.
Acquiring knowledge in a sighted world was not easy, but
with our determination, it did not take long before I was
working ahead of my grade level. Mrs. Angove kept right
up with me, brailing my assignments as well as transcribing
my work for my teachers.
Mrs. Angove believed
in me, and her encouragement helped me to face challenges.
For example, when I was in the fourth grade, I was leaming
to write my name on the chalkboard. At first, I wrote my
name across the entire length of the board. Eventually,
I was able to decrease it to check size. Mrs. Angove proved
to me that I could do it, even though at times it was frustrating.
In addition, when I was ten years old, I became very sick
and I was diagnosed with diabetes. Again, I felt the touch
of Mrs. Angove's hand when she came to the hospital to pray
for me. She helped me to realize that this was just another
obstacle in my life that I could overcome.
As the years
quickly went by through middle school and high school, I
was working more independently. By the time I was a junior,
there were few subjects that needed to be transcribed. With
the help of today's technology, I have been able to use
a Braille'N Speak to complete assignments and print them
for my teachers. Although Mrs. Angove has decided to work
part-time, she still watches over me and keeps me under
her wing.
I truly admire
this amazing woman. Mrs. Angove is 68 years old now. Soon
she will retire, and I will go off to college. We have shared
many special moments during our journey. Her encouragement,
patience and optimism have been an influence in my life,
helping to shape me in to who I am today. I am confident
that I will be strong enough to face my fears and move on
to greater achievements of the future. I smile when I think
of Mrs. Angove, and of all the wonderful times that we had
together ... but I am saddened to know that this is the
year, we will both reach the end of the slide.